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05:23pm 04/05/2005
  wow... i forgot to say... i got my permi yesterday!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! i can drive officially (with someone next to me) but i can still drive!!  
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11:00pm 03/05/2005
  alright sam.... time to see if you is correct ♥ ♥ ♥  
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LJ   
09:58pm 03/05/2005
  ok... im pissed off.... this is for EVERYONE TO FUCKING KNOW... my journal is a place where i write my thoughts down.... what i think and how i feel.... its not like i go around bitching to everyone i know and say "I HATE MY LIFE! WAAA! I WANNA KILL MYSELF... MY LIFE IS HORRIBLE!" cuz i dont... the only place where i write to put down my thoughts and feelings is here... you dont wanna read my journal? FINE! im not forcing you to.. its your fucking choice to read it or not... but i dont need fucking stupid people commenting things like: GROW UP! YOURE WEAK! YOURE STUPID! WHAT YOU THINK IS RETARDED! BLAH BLAH BLAH!!

and another thing person that wrote that comment... I HAVE WAYYYYYYYY MORE LOVE FOR VENEZUELA THAN YOU WILL EVER HAVE... I WILL LIVE THERE NO MATTER WHAT... AND IVE BEEN BEGGING TO MOVE BACK THERE SINCE I MOVED HERE.. I DO THINK VENEZUELA IS A BETTER PLACE FOR ME CUZ I LOVE THE PEOPLE AND THE CULTURE... JUST CUZ I LIVE HERE TEMPORARILY DOESNT MEAN I AM AN IGNORANT DUMBFUCK... ALSO YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE... AND JUST CUZ YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT... LIKE YOUR DAVID... DOESNT MEAN I HAVE WHAT I WANT... I SUFFER CUZ IM HURT BY THE PEOPLE I LOVE... I CARE FOR... AND WHO I WOULD DIE FOR... I DONT NEED YOU THINKING YOURE BETTER AND MORE MATURE THAN ME... CUZ YOU LIVE WITH YOUR BF AND HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR DAD... FUCK YOU! YOU SHOULDNT EVEN BE TALKING... CUZ YOU PROBABLY WENT THROUGH THE SAME THING I WENT THROUGH AND DEALT WITH IT 100 TIMES WORSE THAN I AM DEALING WITH IT... STUPID PIECE OF SHIT!

i hate people that think that what other people are feeling and think are invalid to what they think... so from njow on everyone has a warning...

THIS IS MY FUCKING LJ... I WRITE HOW I THINK... DONT FUCKING THNK YOURE BETTER THAN ME... DONT GO AROUND ASSUMING SHIT... YOU READ IT.. OR YOU DONT... BUT DONT BITCH AT ME CUZ YOU DECIDED TO READ MY JOURNAL....
 
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R.I.P. Louis Andrew Skinner   
08:37pm 17/04/2005
  well yesterday i went to louis' funeral... lets just say it was open casket.. and i touched his ice cold face... ive been depressed ever since i entered that church... and i feel as if though i lost someone close to me... natalia was there.. and so was andre... and i realized how much one death can affect hundreds of people... i love you louis. you were close to some of my closests friends.. and ofr that you are close to my heart forever... and you better go see diana's play!!!! ill buy you a ticket... may you rest in peace.

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goddamn all ipods!   
12:56am 16/04/2005
  im making this on public because i think everyone needs to know. this kid named louis from my school died on tuesday.. he was skting and he was changing the somg on his ipod.. and crossing the street at the same time.. when a car hit him.. he bounced off the windshield and landed on the floor... the paramedis got there in minutes .. but he dies on the way to the hostpital. heres more on this:http: //www.sun-sentinel.com/news/local/broward/sfl-cblade13apr13,0,1726047.story?coll=sfla-news-broward

i didnt really know him. but his death has affected myvery best friend.. who i love more than anything in this world... diana choi. she is my one and only sunshine. and i love to make this girl happy. i would do anything for her. anything to make her happy.. but i cant make her feel any better.. her tears wont stop flowing.. and her sadness cannot go away. hmmmm... im going to go to his funeral with her in about 7 hours.. i will be her crying shoulder... i will be strong for my love during this hard chapter in her life.. all i can do is hold her while she cries out all of her pain... and in turn.. me feeling her pain... i just want everyone to know.. that if it wasnt for my diana... i wouldnt know what to do in this world.. she and me have been best friends since 6th grade.. i love you my choi!!!

also... in case no one knows.. mr. geller is collecting money to raise a fund for his memorial, funeral, and also his fund for the poor mormons that cannot afford thier religious mission.. if anyone could please donate a few dollars for him.. it would be very greatly appreciated..

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my diana choi ^.. :( i hope she feels beter
 
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friends only   
08:43pm 31/03/2005
  this is it.. im done.. its friends only from now on.. so i cn type about my love without her reading about it... she deleted me from her friends list... cuz shes blaming me for her lying to everyone... its not my faut shes making up imaginary girlfriends... whateva!!! anywho... note to jen: i changed my passwor so you cant get into my journal... so fuck off you fucking lying bitch... and dont fucking call me to bitch at me for somethings thats not my fault... well to all if you wanna read my journal.. ill add yas!!! <3333333 cri  
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The Infamous Jeninator   
09:35am 11/03/2005
 
mood: bored
I'm bored... So I decided to write on Cri's Journal.


HI CRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE YOUR HAVING A GOOD DAY AT SCHOOL!!!! REMEMBER STUDY HARD!!!!! AND EAT!!!!!! <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

Well...Thats all for now.. C ya'll at Cypress... Ciao bella!!!


P3@c3

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to the love of my life   
08:06pm 25/12/2004
  i know you are hurting
for you have lost
i understand that you feel dead.
i see sadness in your eyes
it kills me.
it kills me that i cant fix it.
i would do aything to see you smile inside.
i would move the sun, moon and the stars,
just to see your eyes sparkle with joy.
i want to take away all of your pain
i want to take care of you and love you
i want to make you forget all of your sorrows
i would give you my life if i knew it would bring her back
this might mean nothing to you,
but this is my heart and soul
its what i think about everyday.
ill give you everything my love.
i only wish i could see you happy...
cuz the pain inside you is what hurts me the most.
to see the look of pain in your eyes kills me.
ill love you forever and for always.
even if i lose everyone and everything...
as long as i have you i dont care.
you are my sunshine, the light of my world.
my heart flies, it soars when im with you.
i think about you everyday.. all the time
i always wonder where you are and if you are safe.
if you only beleived how much i love you.
i cant even put it in words..
if i did.. i would write thousands of words and pages.
and it wouldnt still be able to express my love for you.
ill always be here my baby.
my love... i love you
 
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11:38pm 31/10/2004
 
mood: in love
i love you jen. soooo much. kisses.
 
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01:15am 31/10/2004
  i love jen... just wanted to state that.  
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NEW JOURNAL FOR CRI   
03:29am 05/10/2004
  'ello all!!! This is the Jeninator... I made a journal for my ex and she will be updating a lot from now on. Of course I have access to it...but that dont mean i will change her entries or anything...just icons.. lol...

ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3 Jen
 
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